Sometimes Life is Rough
Especially when you lose someone very close to you.
Like me for example, I lost my father last year due to stage 4 esophageal cancer. We all knew he was sick...but, the stubborn man wouldn't go to the hospital when his kids said, "Hey your spitting up blood shouldn't that be a sign?" Every where I go, every older male face I see I think it's my dad...even though I know he's gone. I am and always will be 100% daddy's little girl, and same goes for my older sister.
We all suffer when loosing a loved one. Instead of crying on the bathroom floor, or while your trying to go to sleep, just remember the great moments you've had together. Keep their memory alive in a positive way. I know your saying, "Bekka I try and it is so difficult to let go", well that's the thing I am not saying for you to let go or even forget but, to always remember the good times. I have a necklace urn that my sister bought for me, and I wear it all the time. I also added his wedding ring that my mother gave to me.
I miss him every single day and I still just want to pick up the phone and call him but, you know what? That's silly if you think about it..I mean he's not here and I can't call him so why have a pity party for myself? I guess I shouldn't say "pity party" but, that's how I feel. Embrace their death take it as them moving on to something better. I believe in reincarnation how about you?
I love you Daddy more than anything.
There isn't enough time in the world for me to explain
how much of an impact you have left on my life.
Nothing and NO ONE could ever take your place.
Especially when you lose someone very close to you.
Like me for example, I lost my father last year due to stage 4 esophageal cancer. We all knew he was sick...but, the stubborn man wouldn't go to the hospital when his kids said, "Hey your spitting up blood shouldn't that be a sign?" Every where I go, every older male face I see I think it's my dad...even though I know he's gone. I am and always will be 100% daddy's little girl, and same goes for my older sister.
We all suffer when loosing a loved one. Instead of crying on the bathroom floor, or while your trying to go to sleep, just remember the great moments you've had together. Keep their memory alive in a positive way. I know your saying, "Bekka I try and it is so difficult to let go", well that's the thing I am not saying for you to let go or even forget but, to always remember the good times. I have a necklace urn that my sister bought for me, and I wear it all the time. I also added his wedding ring that my mother gave to me.
I miss him every single day and I still just want to pick up the phone and call him but, you know what? That's silly if you think about it..I mean he's not here and I can't call him so why have a pity party for myself? I guess I shouldn't say "pity party" but, that's how I feel. Embrace their death take it as them moving on to something better. I believe in reincarnation how about you?
There isn't enough time in the world for me to explain
how much of an impact you have left on my life.
Nothing and NO ONE could ever take your place.
2 comments:
He was a cool guy!
Bekk athat was well said!!!
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